There are just way too many things in this world that I want to do. It makes me thankful that I believe in reincarnation, therefore, I CAN do everything I want to do, but this person who's here in the flesh right now, may never get to. And who knows, maybe my goals and desires will change when I come back as a frog. I would imagine that life's necessities would be much different.
Every day that goes by, I hope that I've accomplished something with my life. There have been months on end when I don't feel as though I have - sitting, waiting, wondering when something will happen. But I realize that I make things happen, maybe it's just not going as quickly as I'd hoped. If I could spend all day writing, making films, recording music, etc., etc., I'd have a whole list of things I've accomplished. But maybe life isn't supposed to be like that. Maybe we're supposed to take time doing other "mundane" things in the meantime. I must say, if it weren't for all those mundane things, I wouldn't have accomplished all that I have so far. Everything takes us somewhere, it's up to us to see where it takes us and recognize how it's helped us.
I felt good at work today. I'm finally in a position where I feel that what I do matters. My work can be seen on websites and on facebook. I won't link directly to them here, as I'd rather none of the big-wigs find me if I can help it. I'm not really the most conservative person when it comes to voicing my feelings and I do enjoy a good fuck sometimes. I've got a friend at work who's doing even more "risque" things than I am and he's had to drop all contact with friends online. He also has a much higher profile than I do in the company, so I guess there's that too. If any of the owners found out about him, I think they'd try to hang him by the balls. There's a chance that my face will become more known around town in regards to our company too as I will be setting up "meet-ups" between myself (the company) and the people of Boise. There's an exciting future for me in this company, I just hope I can keep from getting too drunk off the free drinks. And I'm looking forward to how it will shape my future in film.
Our current "big" project is still in the works. We finally had a nice spring day and went out for some outdoor shots on Sunday. The wind kept my dress from covering my panties, but aside from that, it went very well. This week, after work, we're hoping to get some of our greenscreen work done. We had hopes of this project already being released, but things of one sort or another (like turning 31, and getting a new job) have held us up. Funny how those life changes can effect every fucking aspect of your life! Well, a smaller project that we're hoping to release either late tonight, or tomorrow before work, is now in the rendering process, so I should probably wash this sweat off my body (from my massive workout tonight, of course) and get ready for bed. Tomorrow comes quickly and I've already got lots to do. Like hang the Star Wars poster in my office to make me look like an even bigger geek. Use the Force, I will.
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